Hallelujah
Well-Known Member
My dear followers of Jesus Christ,
I have been reading on this forum for over 2 years and I really enjoy all of the uplifting posts, the educational content, and the encouragement that is shared. Thanks to all of you that take time out of your day to spread love and encouragement to one another. As a word of caution, I am not the best writer, or speller for that matter, so please excuse.
I would like to share something with you. I have found profound joy through worship!
A quick prelude before the good stuff...
I have a story. I will list some bullit points. Perhaps God will give me the strength to share my story in greater length in the future.
I have had quite that past couple of years, as I am sure that most of you have. Here are a few things that has happened to me over the past 2 years:
I lost several years worth of business income (I own an entertainment business - Covid ruined this)
Started a landscaping business
Spent countless holidays away from my family
Was self-admitted to a Psychiatric Hospital
Legal Issues
Drinking/smoking/Vape/CBD
Car accident that should have killed me
Almost lost my father and uncle to Covid
Family issues all around
Marital issue in which both me and my wife threatened divorce (even though we don't believe in this)
Stress/Anxiety (worrying the world was going to end - prepper)
Lost 10k in cryptocurrency
Recently admitted to the emergency room with stomach ulcers
Aside from these issues my life looks great from the outside. Im 35 - I got a full ride to a D1 college and graduated with a bachelors. I have a beautiful 2800 sqft home, wife, and 4 year old child. I live a debt free life style. I own (2) businesses with a lot of expensive equipment that is paid for. I have a fully restored classic vehicle. And, I have had people say to me "Man you got in made!"
The truth was - I was miserable.
More background...I got saved when I was 7 years old. I grew up in Christian school. Go to church regularly. Can recite chapters and tons of scripture from the Bible. I have led many people to Jesus Christ. I have always been strong in my faith.
My days start at 5:45am. I drive a route for my other job which ends early, then I go cut grass. If I have an event, its typically on the weekends. So I juggle 3 jobs and have for many years.
Since the loss of entertainment business (my primary source of income), I have been doing a lot of landscaping and manage about 10 properties. I have on the neck headphones that I listen to as I'm cutting grass and running power tools. I have found a lot of peace working outside with my hands, listening to music, and talking/praying to God.
I have been a DJ for over 15 years. I realized last year that I do not have a good Christian playlist. This concerned me. So, I set out to build the best Christian playlist that I could. I have quite the playlist now. I literally can't stop listening. I have surrendered all to God. I do not drink, smoke, or do anything else. I drink tons of water. I am fit. I read my Bible. I pray all the time. And again, I listen to worship music...sometimes 8 hours a day. You may find me walking down to the lake just to simply sit down for 30 minutes in prayer and/or listen to the music as I stare out across the water with tears of joy streaming down my face. I am constantly looking for Bibles at my local Goodwill and eagerly waiting for the chance to pass it out. I am getting increasingly active in the Church. Did I mention I went to church regularly? I went to the same church for 12 years and I will officially be joining this Sunday. There is also a chance that I may become a Gideon.
Make no mistake. I am not telling you all of these recent things that have happened to me to impress you. God is working within my life and everything is changing around me. This all started with me through worship and a pure heart. God knows your heart. Remember, seek and ye shall find. He who has ears, let him hear. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. I believe that if you are are right with God, and you practice prayer, worship, or reading the Bible, then he will speak and connect with you. If you do all 3 you will become supercharged! The key for me was to have a pure heart and removing the sin from my life, and worship.
I genuinely hope that this message helps someone. All I have ever wanted for the longest time was to have a direct connection to Jesus (cause I literally need him all the time), and for him to show me the way. I believe I have found it. My wish is that you will too. Because it truly gives you peace and joy beyond all understanding.
Hallelujah!
I have been reading on this forum for over 2 years and I really enjoy all of the uplifting posts, the educational content, and the encouragement that is shared. Thanks to all of you that take time out of your day to spread love and encouragement to one another. As a word of caution, I am not the best writer, or speller for that matter, so please excuse.
I would like to share something with you. I have found profound joy through worship!
A quick prelude before the good stuff...
I have a story. I will list some bullit points. Perhaps God will give me the strength to share my story in greater length in the future.
I have had quite that past couple of years, as I am sure that most of you have. Here are a few things that has happened to me over the past 2 years:
I lost several years worth of business income (I own an entertainment business - Covid ruined this)
Started a landscaping business
Spent countless holidays away from my family
Was self-admitted to a Psychiatric Hospital
Legal Issues
Drinking/smoking/Vape/CBD
Car accident that should have killed me
Almost lost my father and uncle to Covid
Family issues all around
Marital issue in which both me and my wife threatened divorce (even though we don't believe in this)
Stress/Anxiety (worrying the world was going to end - prepper)
Lost 10k in cryptocurrency
Recently admitted to the emergency room with stomach ulcers
Aside from these issues my life looks great from the outside. Im 35 - I got a full ride to a D1 college and graduated with a bachelors. I have a beautiful 2800 sqft home, wife, and 4 year old child. I live a debt free life style. I own (2) businesses with a lot of expensive equipment that is paid for. I have a fully restored classic vehicle. And, I have had people say to me "Man you got in made!"
The truth was - I was miserable.
More background...I got saved when I was 7 years old. I grew up in Christian school. Go to church regularly. Can recite chapters and tons of scripture from the Bible. I have led many people to Jesus Christ. I have always been strong in my faith.
My days start at 5:45am. I drive a route for my other job which ends early, then I go cut grass. If I have an event, its typically on the weekends. So I juggle 3 jobs and have for many years.
Since the loss of entertainment business (my primary source of income), I have been doing a lot of landscaping and manage about 10 properties. I have on the neck headphones that I listen to as I'm cutting grass and running power tools. I have found a lot of peace working outside with my hands, listening to music, and talking/praying to God.
I have been a DJ for over 15 years. I realized last year that I do not have a good Christian playlist. This concerned me. So, I set out to build the best Christian playlist that I could. I have quite the playlist now. I literally can't stop listening. I have surrendered all to God. I do not drink, smoke, or do anything else. I drink tons of water. I am fit. I read my Bible. I pray all the time. And again, I listen to worship music...sometimes 8 hours a day. You may find me walking down to the lake just to simply sit down for 30 minutes in prayer and/or listen to the music as I stare out across the water with tears of joy streaming down my face. I am constantly looking for Bibles at my local Goodwill and eagerly waiting for the chance to pass it out. I am getting increasingly active in the Church. Did I mention I went to church regularly? I went to the same church for 12 years and I will officially be joining this Sunday. There is also a chance that I may become a Gideon.
Make no mistake. I am not telling you all of these recent things that have happened to me to impress you. God is working within my life and everything is changing around me. This all started with me through worship and a pure heart. God knows your heart. Remember, seek and ye shall find. He who has ears, let him hear. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life. I believe that if you are are right with God, and you practice prayer, worship, or reading the Bible, then he will speak and connect with you. If you do all 3 you will become supercharged! The key for me was to have a pure heart and removing the sin from my life, and worship.
I genuinely hope that this message helps someone. All I have ever wanted for the longest time was to have a direct connection to Jesus (cause I literally need him all the time), and for him to show me the way. I believe I have found it. My wish is that you will too. Because it truly gives you peace and joy beyond all understanding.
Hallelujah!
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