Longing for Home
Angie, you've read the advice of several of us older women on this board. We all agreed that you need to leave the group and attend another one. The Community Bible study, evening class, sounds like a good place to land. You mentioned that it's coed, that's good, because of that, it will more likely have a balanced and appropriate social dynamic w/o cliques. Several years ago, I found myself in a BSF Bible study group that was not suitable for me, though cliques weren't the issue, location was. So, I was determined to find a different class. As it turned out, the new class was being held in a church building where I had attended many years earlier when our son was pastor there. It felt good to be in the building again. Angie, please don't feel like you have to 'push through' something that doesn't seem right for you. When God wants us to make a change in something, He will often stir up our eagle's nest so that we're uncomfortable and become willing to fly away.They were just getting into it. so in-depth hasn’t come yet.
So I really don’t know if I would or not actually
Now you say that I wonder if He wants me to keep going to find out.
(I read that many long years ago) Often, we discover that God has a better plan for us that He is yet to reveal.