I remember thinking, before I was saved, that being a Christian was like earning Girl Scout (or Boy Scout) badges! So many steps to check off…many tasks to complete. I knew I could never reach that completion point. That truth was revealed to me, even in my unregenerate state. We can’t complete God’s “task list” To His standards. Only Jesus can and did, for us, while we were yet sinners. Mind blowing truth at all levels. God bless you, sister. Welcome to the family!!