iwilltrustintheLord
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hello to all, well i'm thinking in my older age i might be older than most here but i'm still on the earth, living for Jesus at 64, which i ask for any prayer warriors that might have it in them to pray for me and to ask for God's mercy towards me and grace. I must have thought of Jesus every minute of every day of my life but i wasn't totally committed to obey him and h is word. Being alone and single all these years i can thank the alone life for me cracking up. God has done miracles in my life and from watching nerar death experiences on you tube those have helped me come to my senses. And a minister told me to read the gospel of john.
there, the lord's word in john 15 revealed to me where i went wrong. I just hope Hebrews chapter 6:4-6 is not a part of my life. those are warnings....as of today, i don't have the fire i wonce had when i was a young believer but i'm getting back to that. I read the entire book of john, all of ephesians, and i'm now on chapter 9 of Hebrews. I live all my life looking for a good girlfriend, but never round one. in and out of church, hardly committed. these days i dont care about finding anyone but to be close to my lord Jesus. to be pleaseing unto him and i can say with all honesty, i am free, and will never be half committed. Sure, the single life can destroy us if we're not careful because after all, god says that it's good that man be not alone.
i'm happy alone. i have my black lab, i have fishing and i'm hoping to be moving to Lewiston, Idaho soon. Thank you for praying for me and i will continue to seek God. We are right there, ready to go in the rapture. There hasn't been a day im not aware of the cesspool this country is in. Israel, Iran, China, all new leaders or at least the US which has no leader. The most filthy corrupted souls on the planet run the US. but i just want to fall in love with Jesus and to be used of him again. I pray, jesus keeps me in his love.
there, the lord's word in john 15 revealed to me where i went wrong. I just hope Hebrews chapter 6:4-6 is not a part of my life. those are warnings....as of today, i don't have the fire i wonce had when i was a young believer but i'm getting back to that. I read the entire book of john, all of ephesians, and i'm now on chapter 9 of Hebrews. I live all my life looking for a good girlfriend, but never round one. in and out of church, hardly committed. these days i dont care about finding anyone but to be close to my lord Jesus. to be pleaseing unto him and i can say with all honesty, i am free, and will never be half committed. Sure, the single life can destroy us if we're not careful because after all, god says that it's good that man be not alone.
i'm happy alone. i have my black lab, i have fishing and i'm hoping to be moving to Lewiston, Idaho soon. Thank you for praying for me and i will continue to seek God. We are right there, ready to go in the rapture. There hasn't been a day im not aware of the cesspool this country is in. Israel, Iran, China, all new leaders or at least the US which has no leader. The most filthy corrupted souls on the planet run the US. but i just want to fall in love with Jesus and to be used of him again. I pray, jesus keeps me in his love.