Not the only one though . I’ve been reading for awhile here and am enjoying it. I am a Messianic Jew, brought to Jesus when I was in my early twenties. My life has been rough, experienced many hard times and great loss. Hills and Valleys always. God has never let me go, even when I’ve begged Him too. In those times I’ve come to realize I must be quite dedicated to Him because I’m still here, still seeking, still hoping for the dream to serve in His Kingdom. Nice to meet you all and look forward to knowing this forum and everyone here better.