Hello everyone, I have come here hoping for Christian fellowship and support as I struggle to come out of Catholicism. To make a long story short, I became a Christian about 7 years ago, but about 4 years ago I moved to another state, and was not able to find a church where i felt at home. I started to feel very empty and felt like I was losing hope of ever finding the right church. To my own surprise I started to research Catholicism for about 3 years and thought that it made a lot of sense. Although it's been a tugawar in my mind and spirit the whole time of whether Christianity was true or Catholicism. I went fully through RCIA after quitting once before and I was recieved into the Catholic church on Easter of this year. The tugawar continues, I am very confused. I've studied, studied, and studied both sides.I have tried several times to leave Catholicism and go back to my roots spiritually but I feel pulled back to catholicism eventually each time, and( it is a strong spiritual pull which sometimes I wonder if it's demonic) but I am still never at peace for long, the Catholic religion often feels to me like bondage and like I will never be good enough. However I have not attended mass since the end of June. I've been trying to work it out with the Lord, but now also feel I need to reach out for help from Christians. I hope to come to the truth and be at peace, I also hope to make friends here. Thank you for reading my long post.