Imperfect but forgiven
I was praying and fasting for days... I had a wife in multiple adulterous relationships and we had four young children. It was a difficult time. I'd been doing everything I could think of to help bring sanity to my spouse's behavior. The Lord chastised me for my own failures, and I immediately felt His love consume me. The Lord chastises whom He loves, and I can't express in words how wonderful that was, to be chastised by my heavenly Father. My wife's behavior didn't change. She never repented. I never divorced her though I am in rights to do just that. I'm at peace and have been ever since that chastisement. The covenant I made with my wife is broken. I have peace about it. I remain with her for her own benefit, not mine, and I know peace. God is good.