♥ Standing with Israel
It’s a beautiful thing to watch the Lord love people through you, my brother.Just read your post. I need to let it all sink in before I can even consider replying. I can say this, there's no "fix" or "advice" I can offer you. That would just cheapen the outpouring of your heart heart here.
What else I can say is that something about you and how you express yourself compels me to simply say that I love who you are, and when the Lord allows, I can't wait to meet you in person, look you in the eyes, to see similar life experiences reflected back and give you a big manly hug.
I'm off to work now. You gave me a LOT to mull over