It's painfully obvious you know nothing of which you speak. No doubt you have access to a Bible? Hopefully not a paraphrase like "The Message?" The facts you proclaim you adhere to are available for your personal inspection somewhere other than in atheist chat rooms. The facts you claim you need to support a belief are present in Scripture. Don't take my word for it! Pick up a Bible, read 1st John and then Romans if you are truly intellectually honest or desire to be so with yourself. Research the fact that the Bible contains hundreds of fulfilled prophecies that stand firm against charges of revisionism. Furthermore the Bible withstands textual criticisms - the original 66 manuscripts coming out on top as the most internally consistent. It's not humanly possible to have a collection of works penned by 40 human "secretaries" over the course of 1500 years be so perfectly interwoven but for God, well, He dictated the content. Jesus dictated the content. Try to be sincere and explain away fulfilled prophecies without fundamentally getting your facts wrong. Or not. Take the time to understand the concept of a Kinsman Redeemer, why the need, and the cost. It will come to pass that one day future will be your last, and the chance to choose to edify yourself may be lost along with your soul. That's not a message meant to instill an irrational fear. It's a message of love and grace and salvation for the asking. It's so simple a child can understand the concept of a Creator telling folks on the path to an open volcanic lava pit that it wasn't originally meant for them! Choose a different path before falling in!....You called God a psycho - I call Him Jesus.