Hello everyone, I'm new here. I was hooked while reading all of the Rapture information and became consumed yet terrified of what is to come. It's been years since I've been to church but I have always had a feeling of something pushing me to seek out more. I have even had dreams of the 2nd coming, and I don't mean dates or times, just seeing it happen before my eyes. For some reason the Rapture has been on my mind for a couple of years now, and I'm just now acting on these feelings and emotions. I have been "saved" more times than I can remember, and that is why I have never called myself a Christian, because I don't want to lie to myself or others. I want to be "saved" for the 1st time and last time, and real feel it within myself. My wife doesn't believe in the Bible...manly because her mother doesn't believe in God. My Faith is so poor and I'm worried I myself won't let my heart take over and know and feel what is right, and stick to my mind telling me what I know is wrong. How can I lead my wife and eventually family to the right place if I am lost myself. The Rapture is coming, and I am terrified of being left behind. If a lost man can feel it...it must be close.