Hi Christian ,
I haven't spoken to you in a while so I thought that I would take some time to encourage you to review the exposes here. While there is a 3-hour and 4-hour version, I suggest purchasing the 10-hour DVD and if necessary get some other like-minded Christians to pitch in with you. The Christians who have borrowed my DVD have been heartbroken by what they saw.
I bit the bullet and bought the DVD - it is well documented and concise. IMHO, this is one of those 'every Christian needs to have this' purchases, and it matters not whether they have children.
Since you like movies, I encourage you to get Hollywood's War on God, also, from the same website.
I tell you this with the love of the L-RD; in the Name of Jesus. I know that you are serious about your walk with the L-RD; we've discussed all kinds of issues. PLEASE heed this warning.
May the Spirit of the Living G-D guide you. :prayer