Why?
Yes, God is a good, loving god. God didn't cause suffering. Satan did. Satan introduced sin and death to the whole human race. Life isn't just an "unfortunate accident". God didn't intend for you to be this way. Jesus came to bring life. Jesus brought life. How would we know what human patience is if it wasn't displayed in suffering? and love is if God hadn't sent His own Son to die for us? Then how would we know God's power and grace if it was not demonstrated thru our weakness?
Please, what will it take for you to believe on Him?
John 6:35 And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst.
John 6:40 And this is the will of him that sent me, that every one which seeth the Son, and believeth on him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day.
Behold, I am the LORD, the God of all flesh: is there any thing too hard for me? Jeremiah 32:27
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